My darling friends…The greatest gift I could give you, is just to be myself, to show you (by example) how my mind & body works, keeping you in WONDER AND NON-JUDGEMENT as to how YOUR OWN BODY & MIND works: So you can be easy with your own life situation, accepting it as it comes up.
I have specifically put myself in a position so I am not beholden to you…So I don’t have anything to prove and I don’t have to show you how loving I am or how intelligent I am, or how enlightened I am. I’m not building more friends, disciples or devotees. And I’m not interested in procuring an organization to support myself, serve humanity, animals or hat lovers. I’m only interested in helping you move through your life with the least amount of mental dis-ease. until you can finally say with full confidence:
PEACE IS MY NATURE. LOVE IS MY NATURE, ENLIGHTENMENT IS MY NATURE.
I want you to know that I only talk about what I’ve cognized – I don’t repeat what I’ve learned from my Guru or anyone else’s, unless I know it to be “true” in my own experience. And I encourage you to do the same. LIFE IS A HAPPENING!!! THOUGHTS ARE A HAPPENING! FEELINGS ARE A HAPPENING! ACTIONS ARE A HAPPENING! EVERYTHING and I mean EVERYTHING is a HAPPENING!. The Divine is the doer, Even tho the appearance is strongly otherwise. You think you have a choice? You only have the appearance of choice. Again LIFE IS A HAPPENING, and if your situation could be different, it would be!
I know many of you are doing what you can to get to where you want to be and THAT’S good. ALWAYS DO the best you can, AND KNOW life is out of your control. Life is doing ITSELF. SO continue to do your best and don’t be disappointed when it doesn’t go your way, because, next time it may. This life is an AWESOMELY mysterious MEANINGLESS story that is fulfilling just in the TELLING OF IT. And we are ALL PART OF IT.
Sometimes people attribute “certain Siddhis or powers” to me, or think I know something special that they don’t know – and that’s their story, their illusion. Everyone can develop Siddhis with practice if that’s their focus. From my experience no matter how proficient a psychic, healer, or Master Yoga teacher one is – It only helps for a little while (and a very little while at that before you have another problem). I’m intuitive, like everyone can be, but mainly I’m your True friend, because I’ve got no ulterior motive, and I’m not interested in pleasing you, I want the best for you as I do for my own children. And because of my particular personality & quirks, it comes out in a particular, eccentric way, full of fire and adoration. but I want to show you the full gamete of my personality so you can SEE YOUR OWN THERE and accept it as I accept mine.
If you lived with me, this is probably what you’d say about me. How do I know? Because I’ve heard it a million times from my parents, my loves, my friends, my children: “Dvorah is Natural, eccentric and selfish, she does whatever she wants to do all the time…and she cries easily when something is touching. She has a big heart and loves deeply, individually & universally, and Yet can be cruel & unkind to her dearest loves. She can get her feelings hurt and not talk to you for a while or lash out, but it never lasts. She’s not ashamed of anything and loves fighting for what she thinks is right and has a sharp tongue & no patience for continuous stupidity. She’s fearless to a fault, except when something scares her. And she can get her feelings hurt and lash out!
She cares about everything and then cares about absolutely nothing – NADA. She’s a complete hermit and yet she doesn’t shut up when she’s with people or talking about art or an artistic nuance. I don’t understand her at all!! She never sticks to a plan and it’s hard to get her to show up on time or show up at all. It’s a wonder she accomplished so much because she’s so undisciplined. Yet she can sit for 24 hours finishing a video or writing a book. She’s a completely open-minded rebel, yet totally close minded, stubborn, uncompromising. She’s funny to a fault, making fun of the most tragic situations. All I can say is she’s eccentric and will probably never change. To know her is to love her/or NOT, but don’t ever live with her unless you surrender and let her do anything she wants.
Why am I telling you all this? Because if you want to be FREE – really FREE then you’ll relax with yourself, your personality and ALL your circumstances (thoughts, feelings, actions) and accept the concept that LIFE IS A NATURAL HAPPENING and OUT OF YOUR CONTROL.
Many of you, even after decades of meditation and enlightening experiences, great Gurus, are still terribly disappointed in your progress on your path to enlightenment. You still don’t understand why you are not “high enough, kind enough, loving enough detached enough” or WHATEVER. My writing is a CALL TO your own COMPASSIONATE ARMS, your own inner knowledge & VALOR: So you can finally RELAX into that VAST ENLIGHTENED UNKNOWN that you have ALWAYS BEEN, regardless of what you’ve “thought” about yourself and your lack or progress.
ISN’T IT TIME for you to BE with your life just as it shows up, just AS IT IS? Isn’t it time to let go of this constant dissatisfaction and regret of the past and hopeful hungering for an imaginary future, an imaginary enlightened kingdom? Isn’t it time to BECOME PART OF THE MIRACULOUS HAPPENING OF PEACE that you ARE IN THIS MOMENT by relaxing into your VERY NATURE?
Close you eyes for a moment, sitting perfectly still and easily introducing the thought:
“I am Everything”, letting the thought go into space where it came…sitting in empty space for a moment, deeply relaxing into your NATURE…
All love to you, my Darlings, your honey-bee, Dvorahji
– not to keep trying to be someone I am not. the funny thing is that I still want to ‘excel’, whatever that means… i feel i have to try my hardest whenever i try to do something… but if i’m not feeling it, or if i’m not in some high mood – i have … See More
We acknowledge our state and continue to DO OUR BEST- RECOGNIZING THAT LIFE IS A HAPPENING! IT IS WHAT IT IS.
Good lord, just take a look at Sri Sri. Here He is, right? A great Rishi/Guru, he should be able to get anything done, afterall , he has the laws of nature at his disposal and is the walking Divine (according to his devotees) right? Well has he failed at some of the things he’s wanted to do? YES!!! Is there peace, happiness everywhere? NO! Is there still conflict and misery all over the world? Earthquakes, natural disasters, Murders? Yes. IS everybody who HE has taught or blessed or talked to, happy? NO!
So you see, It’s not a matter of not doing your best, it’s a matter of continuing to do your best, despite the OUTCOME. JUST because I know there is nowhere to go, nothing to do do, and nothing to say, doesn’t mean I stop writing books, making videos and singing my song….
However, this is not our personal show, IT THE SHOW, THE LILA, thoughts are thought, feelings are had, deed are done and there is no individual doer. OUR JOB IS TO CONTINUE TO DO OUR BEST, what else are you going to do?
